Fast growing love (Reflections at 29 – The Sequel)

I can’t believe that only less than a month ago my heart broke in million pieces.

What a journey. I certainly give thanks for the tools developed over time that allowed me to move through such intense time.

So now, from the other side i feel it is worth to do a little check in with myself.

Yes, i am passionate, and intense, and deep, just as gentle and loving, who can burn bright with me in my violet fire? Those who can’t, quickly burn off or shy away. And that’s ok. I rather have it that way

With gentlessness I dive directly into the heart of the disconfort, I address it and clear it and I move on. I want to save the time it takes to avoid it and use it for us to dwell in the sweetness of clarity.

My heart is open. My energy is clear, and I choose wisely how to engage with others, with respect and honor, and communication. In that way I resolve karma and limit opening new karmic cycles.

In deep prayer and meditation. With the fire of anger I commanded spirit to descend to my heart and fill me with love, and forgiveness.

Found that sweetness that can only come with the full feeling of completion that only God can deliver.

I saw myself growing into a better and bigger man. I touched the depths of my own being and was amazed by reaching so far into myself.

Sometimes, we need to reach to new depths of our being and emotions to plant the roots that will allow us to reach further and closer to the sun.

I glue all the pieces back, into a new shape, and fill the spaces in between with sweet compassion and love.

I feel renewed.

Re-connecting with my family and my star brothers and sisters in the forest brough so much joy into my life. I remembered who i was once again, and awaken to a new light of being and recognition of my own gifts and shadows. Embracing it. Loving it all. Feeling whole.

Felt my magnetism become heighten and more defined. From this heart centered space I can now receive more and offer more, to you, to spirit, To God.

Honoring more my relationship to each of the plethora of manifested versions of God. To each of your archetypes that continuously come into my life, i say thank you. I see you, I see your reflections, and i honor the alchemical mastery with which we have been created. Each of you reflect back the different shades of colors that make up my own being. I’m a rainbow of your love.

What a ride. Remembering my choices in action and emotion have attracted you into my life. And like my mom says: ‘I must be doing something right’ – if i am receiving such and amazing feedback in the form of your love.

We have a choice. I choose you, God, and all the qualities you embrace. I choose you tribe, and all the qualities you embrace. There is no separation.

Let’s remember that we are complete, spirit fill us if we let It in, all that we are, all that we can potentially can become is encoded in our divine fabric in our DNA. The wisdom lives in our heart. Let’s be it.

We deserve to be met in that space. It is written in the akashic. It is our Divine right. Let’s help each other always remember that.

‘I am the vessel continuously receiving and overflowing through and for you the nectar of god’s love.’

Happy life to me, with all of you in it. Happy life to you, with me in it.